I want to know how this is fair
That you appear to be everywhere
In my mind; every place I go
In my heart and every song I know
How do you make me feel so weak?
Why have I become so meek?
What have I done to get like this?
To fall into such a huge abyss
The worst thing is I barely know you
I don’t know how you do what you do
Or how it is you’ve gained this power
To control my mind every waking hour
To haunt me even when I sleep
To be the reason that I weep
Somehow you’ve become my only dream
But you’re an obsession; a might have been
Because I know we’ll never be
Never together, never happy
Never a couple, never a pair
You’re not someone with whom I’ll share
All my secrets and inner thoughts
All I’ve learnt and all I’ve taught
All my loves and all my fears
All the things that cause my tears
Because you’re just another guy
Who made me feel a little high
By giving me what I craved
A smile, a kiss, some chat, a wave
And then you walked out of my life
Knowing what you’d left behind
And it seems that you don’t care
Please tell me how this is fair.